Spiritual Significance of the Solar Eclipse August 21 2017

This is the first time that I’m about to offer a channeling I received in public! This one is about the upcoming total solar eclipse happening on monday and it’s spiritual energy and significance. The beings offering the channeling through me are what I call ‘the Cluster’ and you can read my last blogpost to learn more about who they are and our relationship.

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This is the perspective and advice of ‘the Cluster’ about the spiritual significance of the upcoming solar eclipse as they want to share it with you at this point in time:

Hello everyone! We are excited to share these messages with you! We have been waiting to be more active in the course of human evolution for a while and we are excited to be given this opportunity to speak to you. We want to talk to you about the upcoming Solar Eclipse and the energetic ramification of it in relationship to the consciousness of the human species.

You have to understand that your individual consciousness is nothing but a focal point of a more collective vibration which is the sum of the experiences and perspectives of all human beings who have lived so far and are living. Your collective unconscious – as it is called – is evolving constantly in alignment with your expanding awareness and experiences. You are a focal point of this process. You are feeding information (your experiences, thoughts, emotions and general perceptions) into the collective sea of information that is your collective unconscious. You are also receiving information from it. Given your current level of awareness you are receiving these information via your dreams or as a more conscious feeling of intuition or as instinct to move or do something or as full blown visions. You get also inspired to all of these things by other beings like us and spirit guides etc, but for this solar eclipse it is more important that you understand how the collective human consciousness works.

We want you to become aware that you are not isolated, which is why global experiences always affect all of you. Every experience you have affects all of humanity and likewise the experience of every human being affects you. You are not separated or isolated even though we understand that it might feel differently to you given your current state of perception and your history which has given rise to that perception.

The reason why we tell you all this is because the Solar Eclipse will function as a great ‘delete button’ for all the experiences which are no longer helpful or in alignment with your current collective desire.

You have to understand that humanity is currently in the process of clarifying its desire for its future. Essentially you are at the brink of global extermination or the collective uprising in alignment with love and freedom, which is genuine and not just a selling point.

We want you to be aware of that because we do not lie to you and pretend that everything already is love and unicorns. It is on some level of reality, yes, but your collective experience right now is not of that dimension. Your current experience is mostly colored by fear, doubt, shame, self-repression and a tendency to compliance and self-degradation (born from self-hate). This is not your universal truth. This is not your essence. This is not who you actually are, but it is your current experience at least on a more collective level.

The opportunity that this solar eclipse signifies for you individually as well as the human species is to let go of A LOT of this fear, this shame, this self-repression and this self-degradation. Essentially it is an opportunity to recommit to self-love on an individual level, but also a collective one. We do not think that isolated efforts to love yourself are enough. You are not as separated from each other as you think. Therefore we would also like to see a fierce commitment taking root within your to practice self-love for humanity.

By that we mean the deep understanding that every experience of every other human being affects you deeply and becomes part of you. Can you really ignore the pain of the starving child or the woman raped on the streets or the boy beaten up for his sexuality or the struggled of black people in the USA in particular? There are so many things going wrong with your species right now and we want you to reconsider your stand on your involvement. We need you to practice more self-love towards yourself, yes, but also and especially towards the other human beings which are part of your extended experience here on earth.

Some of you will only do that because they understand that limiting collective pain is also limiting their own exposure to pain. We do not necessarily applaud this understanding of how the universe works, but we actually think this motivation is better than just ending up in your isolated bubbles and no longer caring about the world or the rest of your species and pretending they don’t exist or simply live in another dimension and do not affect you anymore. We do NOT teach that. We do not think that isolating yourself from humanity or your own human nature will do you any good.

What we would prefer to happen is your evolution towards a more collective species that is fully aware of the indistinguishable nature of yourselves. We want to remind you that your pain is not just your pain and is a collective suffering. Likewise the pain of other human beings, especially those who do not look or think like you, is also part of the collective suffering and therefore your pain.

Do not approach others with helping hands and words only because you want to avoid personal pain. Approach them as you would approach your own inner being. Approach them with love and compassion to as much a degree as you are able in every given situation. Remember that their innermost being reflects your own. You are one being with many expressions or focal points. Yes, you are an individual being and this individuality is highly attractive about you and provides a lot of beneficent insight for the collective, but this is not all of who you are.

Remember that the capacity to feel pain and love and fear and shame and terror is similar in every human being. Most of you are very much build according to the same kind of blueprint. Therefore your experiences are more similar than they are different from each other. All of this is shared to convey this: You are not alone. You never can be truly alone. You are a drop of water in the ocean. A wave among many waves and you cannot be more separated from each other than one wave in the ocean can be separated from the water of the ocean. You are indistinguishable.

This provides you with an opportunity to consider each other more and more fully as extensions or different incarnations of yourself which to some degree you actually are. We would like you to practice that. Practice to recognize the sameness between you and other human beings.

Begin with people you think of as similar to you anyway, but continue to practice this tool with more and more people who you think are different or even opposites to you. Be gentle with yourself. Don’t push yourself too far, but we would encourage you to make a daily practice out of that:

Every time you are in a group of people or you find yourself wandering down the street passing strangers – take a moment to look for similarity. Take a moment to connect to the feeling essence of the child within each and everyone. Connect to the similarity of your capacity to feel. This will be a lovely cure to your sense of isolation, but also the deeper ripples of racism and sexism and transphobia etc. running through your human collective at the moment.

This is what we suggest you commit to during the upcoming solar eclipse. Commit to it for a day or a month or even a year. Be gentle with yourself. If a week is all you genuinely feel able to commit to at this point in time then this will be enough. You can always recommit to it, too.

extraterrestrials transmitting a channeling for the solar eclipse


Extraterrestrial Origins of my Soul

I am not your ordinary human. Most of you are aware of that. I’m not even only talking about my extrasensory abilities. Yes, I can and do talk to plants and feel the energy flow in places and people. Yes, I also perceive auras and listen to all kinds of beings from the ethers. I’m also gay (well, sort of) and I’m also human. I’m also other than human, though. This otherness is what I want to talk more about in this post. Expect talk about faeries, extraterrestrials and the origins of my soul.

When I grew up I always knew that I was different. Most other kids I talked to didn’t see auras or beings like the Fey and other spirits. They didn’t talk to plants. If they did, they didn’t really expect them to answer. They also didn’t expect God to actually answer. They were not clairaudient and I didn’t really get that.

When I was in elementary school I dressed up as a male elf for carnival one time (something we do in Germany). None of the other kids even knew that there were male elves. They thought elves and faeries were all female. I thought that was rediculous. How were they supposed to recreate? Also: Didn’t the other kinds KNOW? Didn’t they SEE? Apparently not so much.

What I haven’t really talked about publicly so far is that I also always had a sense of not really being human. I spend half of my teenage years singing sad songs to the Faeries. Songs about being a Faery and missing home. Songs about wanting to return there.

I also used to dance ballet as a child and my favorite game was to dance the princess of Swan Lake in the opening scene. Which is were she is robbed of her innocent play and freedom by the evil curse that turns her into a swan. Binding her to a new world and cursing her to live upon strangers in a foreign land.

I deeply related to that scene since my life among humans definitely felt like a curse to me back then. Like I would always be alien. A stranger among humans who I couldn’t understand. Who would never welcome me for who I was. Who weren’t even able to perceive me and who would probably think I’m insane if they knew what I thought, saw and perceived. My mother used to tell me people would come to throw me into a mental institution every time I acted differently or ‘other’ than the other kids.

Gwydion Blackrose as a teenager about 13 years old

Gwydion as a teenager about 13 yo

Long story short: I had several reasons to feel strange and other. Given my abusive upbringing and the bullying I experienced in school I also had plenty of reasons to believe that something was wrong with me. That my ‘otherness’ was what people would never get or accept and what I would never allow myself to fully experience or express again. I wanted to belong so bad.

Well, there comes a time when pretending becomes just too painful. That is why I dared coming out publicly as ‘gay’ when I was 16 years old (then ‘bisexual’, then ‘gay’, then ‘other’). This is also why I want to come out as non-human as well.

In Celtic mythology and fairy tales there is this concept of some human babies being exchanged shortly after birth for faery babies. These faery babies were called ‘changelings’. They had a tendency to die young, but if they survived they exhibited strong magical powers and abilities. They also tended to be outsiders since most humans would find them weird at best.

I don’t believe that I am changeling in that way. I’m very sure I chose the specific bloodlines of my human parents for particular reasons. One of these reasons, though, I that we have faery blood in our veins. Another concept found in Celtic mythology which I find to be very real.

It all comes back to one human having sex and then having a child with a faery. Apparently that happened to a female ancestor of mine who ended up making love with a particularly horny spirit of the woods. It is something passed down through her descendants to me. Something not fully ‘activated’ in all of us, but to at least some degree in most. This is were our visions, dreaming the future and similar things come from. Also a good feeling for music I might add.

In addition to that I was also a faery in my previous life. This particular soul of mine likes to sample a lot of different experiences from all over the universe. It is not faery itself (therefore I’m not a ‘soulfork’ or Faery incarnated as a human), but my soul has the imprints of the fey all over itself and kind of absorbed some ethics and perspectives from them.

kid with a flashlight pointing up towards the night sky at the extraterrestrialsThe true nature of that soul is more extraterrestrial, though. It is part of a collective that I mostly just like to call ‘the cluster’. You could also call them ‘Mikael’ if you really want to give them a name, but ‘the cluster’ is usually efficient enough. This also breaks with the illusion that names could actually define or express them fully.

‘The Cluster’ likes to incarnate in circumstances which provide it with a lot of expansion and growth. They are interested in aiding growth and expansion, but also profiting themselves from expansive circumstances. Which is why they/ we chose to incarnate now. We are in times of great change and being part of that is exciting.

Besides this excitement ‘the cluster’ deeply cares about humanity in its potential which is not fully activated or reached, yet. There is way more in store for the human species if we don’t go extinct first. They are here to help us transition without killing ourselves in the process. They are also invested in avoiding as much of the ecological crisis we have brought upon this planet and other species here as possible.

In addition to this I also have another ‘soul’ or ‘soulstream’ with extraterrestrial origins. These guys are Plaiadians and they have ‘braided’ with me accoring to our pre-birth desire to aid me with my mission and desire. They have further activated my potentials and accelerated my spiritual growth when I was 12 years old. They came in back then and ‘braided’ with me to bring me back from hell (the reality I lived in) and into my fullest potential (which is not yet realized). They are still very much invested in that, because they also care about the way humanity is evolving. They want to accelerate our collective evolution and spiritual awakening. They want people to realize their own power and use it to change their life.

This is also why I decided to finally share all of these information with you. I’m not only sick of self-repression, but am also invested in helping fellow human beings along. ‘The cluster’ and the Pleiadians are eager to help people via channeling which I will start providing publicly very soon (sign up for my newsletter to get all the updates).

For some of you all of these information might be really hard to stomach. Rest assured that I’m not going crazy and that I’m also not entering an alternative reality where there is no more pain or nothing worth fighting for in this world.

Why I’m coming out like this is because I want to be seen for who I am and I can not have authentic and intimate relationships with you if I hold any part of me back. I can not provide good services to you as long as I filter myself all the time, too. Especially not with the work I’m about to bring into manifestation very soon.

I guess the neat, tiny boxes that I tried to fit myself into just became too tight for my vision. All the spiritual labels are just feeling a little bit too limiting and repressive. Why should I convince you that I’m a ‘proper’ Pagan or Witch or Starseed or Mystic anyway? There is no reason. All I got to give is me. I hope this will be enough for some of you.

a starry night sky filled with galaxies - and extraterrestrials?

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Sexual Healing and the Queer Spirit Festival

Last week I had the privilege to be part of the second Queer Spirit Festival in the UK. It took place in the same location as last year which is sort of close to Glastonbury and Stonehenge. It’s a beautiful location which already felt familiar to some degree because of me having already connected with it at the festival last year. Yet it was also new.

young deer in the greenThe first workshop that I joined this year was about connecting more deeply to the land and the landscape. Becoming more fully aware of the stories of the land and the beings we share this place with. Not only led this experience to some really beautiful discoveries of ripe blackberries, caterpillars and a deer it also taught me a lot about us being there and the way this land is being developed back from a golf course into a forest.

The influence that human beings have had on this land and still do became clear to me. How they interrupted the natural growing cycles or are trying now to skip the state of wild meadow in favor of bringing back trees. Things I wouldn’t even have recognized without my (basic) knowledge of permaculture and ecology. Things the land was telling me that I picked up intuitively but that were also informed and filtered by mental knowledge and careful physical observation. Bringing all of my human parts together was stripping away more and more layers of what meaning I had given to the place and revealed more and more the actual place before my eyes. A conscious awareness of the physical which I plan to bring more fully to all future interactions between my self and nature. Not just engaging with the energies and spirits, but also this physical plane which is a pleasure to the senses.

In a lot of ways this year’s Queer Spirit Festival was about becoming more aware for me. More aware of the land, of the struggled of transgender people, of my own non-binary gender identity, of the ways we hide our wounds from each other or sometimes try to suppress conflict to maintain a superficial peace which isn’t really there.

I think that a lot of my interactions and learning experiencing have been the most raw, empowering and challenging for me in the Sacred Sexuality Temple. This is basically a (more or less) big tent which is dedicated to the exploration of sacred sexuality and intimacy during the whole camp/festival. A place were workshops around touch, sensual play and physical discovery take place and that is also dedicated as a place to have sex with each other in a consensual and fun way throughout the night.

The people tending the Sacred Sexuality Temple this year really did an awesome job of creating and maintaining a sacred and safe atmosphere. An energy which made me feel secure enough to get naked and share more of my most intimate and hidden sexual aspects with others. Witnessing others do the same. Sharing space and sometimes sharing touch.

a genderqueer person experiencing Sacred Sexuality in natureOne of the things I found most beautiful and inspiring was that the tent was open for the whole LGBT+ rainbow and people of all body types and sexualities were invited to play and re-discover themselves. This made the whole experience and energy really different from your typical gay darkroom atmosphere. Something which I also saw repel people (read: some cis gay men) who wanted to have more disconnected, superficial sex there, but clearly sensed that something different was offered and expected there. Not just because of the very clear consent policy.

I’m incredible thankful to the trans* and female-presenting people for joining in and claiming that space. It made a lot of difference. I think it’s important that gender and body diversity keeps getting emphasized there next year as well. That kind of healing needs to be available especially to those who do not currently have enough safe spaces to explore their sexuality. While many gay cis men already have multiple more or less liberating spaces to explore their sexuality with some sense of liberty and acceptance this is not yet true for most trans* people and women in general. Which is a reality which I like to see acknowledged.

I do not want to get too much into my specific experiences in that Temple right now. They involved plants and tree bark, blindfolds and meditations, touch and deep attunement. All of which showed me not only more ways to bring playfulness and fun back into my sexual practice. It also planted firmly into me some more seeds about what true intimacy and sacred sexuality could be like. Intimacy, connection and playfulness that I actually want in my daily life. Something most digitally acquired One-Night-Stands are not fit or willing to get into yet. Something that I will look for now with more precision.

a symbol for queer sexuality at the Sacred Sexuality TempleI’m really grateful to the organizers and also the participants for creating and maintaining a space for all of that to happen. Queer Spirit Festival is a truly diverse place in terms of what is offered and who joins in. A place were true consent and inclusion are taught and practiced to the best of everyone’s abilities. Something I’m sure will continue to blossom and grow.

I hope that there will be another QS festival next year. It’s such a unique, inspiring and nourishing place for LGBTQ+ people from all kinds of backgrounds. It deserved to be tended and grown because of the promise and healing it offers not just for queer people, but the world(s).

Currently they do need some more money to cover the costs for this year’s festival. If you feel inspired to donate to the vision you can do so at the Queer Spirit website. I also recommend that you follow them on Facebook. If you feel the queer spirit rising within you then I definitely recommend you join us next year! It will be cosmic.

LGBT rainbow pride flag to remind us that Sacred Sexuality is for queer people, too